dEAr ~

hah,, today i came back from Indonesia...

it's a good Holiday for me n my family, of course...

actually we buy a lot of things....

until we have unsufficient of money...

but luckily my father bring the credit card....

so we can use it...

the last day, I had fever... it's a bad day for me...

i think of 5 mineral bottle i had drink only in the morning...

and also 8 tablets of panadol along the day...

including 3 times I vomit in the evening !

but I still be able to shopping for the first 3 days...

I bought 4 T-shirt,2 (kemeja), and 2 jeans...

dEEr> 

U think ur only the one who miss me ?

I miss u too... when I reach MALAYSIA,,

I immediately text u,,, * if u notice laa....

this night,,

u say ur eyes are berair...

maybe u miss me,, yeaaa...

like we always spend time together, and I'm gone,,

u must have felt somthin missing right...

aahhh,, nevermind...

so what I suppose to do ?

on that time,, I'm just thinking of saying that,, 

''I <3 u and I miss u too''

but, maybe you would reply 'are U crazy?'

but that's the fact,,

I just wanna say sorry,, if I'm hurting ur hearts...

and I'm stupid don't know how to take care of ur heart...

or

I'm just a fool who doesn't match with u....

HOLIDAY

Hi ! Assalamualaikum...

ok,, my mood is ok back...

everything going fine and perfect...

today I went overborder to INDONESIA

before that, congratulations to Malaysia

as they win the SEA football games...

I'm proud to be Malaysian... haha ;D

and for INDONESIA,

you can try harder,, no need to be jealous

and so on... doing somthin,, like picture whatever..

back to my story...

I go out for 5 days only....

To my DEER> I'm gonna miss u this 5 days...

Past Tense

Forget The Past,

Make A New Life...

heyy deer,,

I Think,,

I don't really care about that at all...

just forget about it....

but It is really really really my fault...

I'm Sorry....

DECISION

ok....

maybe I'm too forward with you,, 

and maybe you don't like it,,

I don't know,,,

so I pretend not too know you for this week...

and I does it,,

but I can't stand with it...

I don't know

neither I miss you or not...

then, I text you...

I waiting for you,, but message doesn't come in...

and I think you wanted to do the same thing to me...

Last night,,

I DREAM OF YOU....

seriously,, 

so what does it mean....

maybe it's mean nothing...

p/s : sejak aku sertai English In Camp,,

nih yg gune bahase Inggeris nih...

tpi berterabor laa...

pdai2 laa korg membace nyerr...

SERIUSLY

seriously I'm not in mood now....

so take care of yourself....

I wanna find peace for this week

is it true
 I' can find someone like you ?

maybe not,,,

GOODBYE

Berubah

assalammualaikum w.t.b.

bole ke aku berubah ? bole tuh mmg laa

but susahh gile... sumpah ckap kau...

susah nk berubah... aku nk berubah...

but kejapp jer than hilang balek... camner nie dowh...

jht doh aku... smpai die demam pon aku x tawu....

bile jumpe ? pdg muke je... mulot ? x tebukak lgsong dowh !

bangang kau nih...

but aku try brubah sedaye upaya... ikhlas...

hrp kau sembuh cepatt ...

smile always :D